Monday, September 14, 2009

A Journal of Life


Some people said that life is like a long journey..a very very long journey with different path to take and a lot of choice to make.. it's just like a long winding road with no end.. For me, this life is just like a stairs.. U know the older U are, the better U are, the problem U're going to get will be harder too.. When I was 10 years old, I never thought about relationship, thesis, job, etc.. But now everything is different..I have to think about this and that.. I have to do what I don't really care about back then.. I've met people that act like an ass, I've met people that have a heart like an angel.. I've seen people that don't give a care about their education, I've seen people who have a big responsibility about their education.. I've heard people that talk about bullshit, I've heard people that talk with full of sense and make me learn about something..

In this life, there will be a lot of choice.. of course.. but do we always make the right choice? not really.. the basic thing to make a choice is by using your own heart.. not other people word.. what if I choose the wrong choice? that's called risk.. at least when U make the wrong choice because your own decision, U will learn one thing.. U learn how to make things right.. experience is a very very very expensive thing U know.. U can't buy it anywhere.. go to the book store and U won't find it.. go to the mall and U won't find it either.. only by feel what U have to feel , U will learn.. because we are human..and sometimes our heart and head are as hard as a rock..

So, what is the purpose of this life? Where is this thing that we called a life will take us? I don't know..I don't have the answer for U and myself.. But I'll share something that will open your mind.. The purpose of life is the same with the reason why we exist.. Do U know why we, human, exist? Why human that do bad things don't get killed by God himself and God send him straight to hell? In my opinion, maybe..it's just a maybe.. maybe because we are the miracle.. people ask to God for a miracle..but what if we are already the miracle? we help each other, we drag bad people out of 'their circle', we give advice to everyone that need our help, we choose education over drugs..isn't that a miracle?? maybe that's why we exist..to bring a miracle for anyone that need us..

This life will take us exactly where we need to be.. U'll see that when U live other's people life, U won't stand a chance.. I used to think that everybody's else life is better than mine..but I was wrong.. There is no such a thing as a better life.. There's only one kind of life..THE BEST.. Yupz, your life, my life, it's already the best that God can give to us.. One time I laughed 'til I cried, but the other day I cried 'til I felt like I don't have tears anymore.. I've been in a crowd and feel like everyone got my back, but some other time I just sat alone and not havin' anyone to talk..just to share some stories..just me..alone..lookin' the sky and doin' nothing.. I've been there..believe me..

The conclusion from me is..Life is good.. U will live your life at the fullest, at the best when U can be friends with your own condition and with yourself.. Why do I share this with U all?? Nothing..just share my minds..maybe it'll help U sometimes later..maybe it's just a piece of junk for U..maybe it's just a note for U.. I don't know.. but thanks for reading or not..even if U just read the title, I still say thanks..God bless.. ^^

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